It’s over. Started bleeding yesterday about mid-day; went to the emergency room. They did an ultrasound but couldn’t really see anything; said my cervix was closed which would not indicate an active miscarriage, but they couldn’t see evidence of a pregnancy, either (they said that’s not uncommon this early). They did an hcg blood test – results just e-mailed to me – 11.8.
But when I got home I started bleeding in earnest; have been ever since. So, I was pregnant for a whopping six days. Not sure where to go from here. Not really convinced at the moment that I want to keep doing this. Have a lot of thinking to do.
I'm so, so, so sorry. My heart sank when I read this. It's utterly unfair.
ReplyDeleteLots of love and hugs to you. Take extra special care of yourself.
damn....I'm very sorry, that is really really crappy and a whole lot of other stuff. Please take care and grieve.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear this, you will be in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteOh, this sucks. I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, so very sorry. This is not fair, not fair at all. My thoughts are with you.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry and am thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteSo Sorry! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with you, I'm so sorry this happened.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry. That really does suck!
ReplyDeleteSorry for this. In my life i am reading about this in a first time.
ReplyDeleteDiane Poulson
Real HCG
That's awful, I am so sorry! I can't imagine what you must be feeling right now but I am sending you a hug right now.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteSuper crappy and beyond unfair!!
ReplyDeletejust catching up on the blogs now...
ReplyDeleteI'm SOOO sorry to hear about your loss. My heart breaks for you. It is truly unfair! While it's a relief to know that you can get pregnant, it's some cruel joke that you get it and then have it taken away.
Hugs